Fat Man Blog

Times are tough and I’m still fat. I’m trying to find my motivation again. Not easy.

Just a quick update. Trying to get back in the grove. Things are getting better.

Ya I fell off the wagon.  I’ve gone through a lot of stuff lately and my diet has been the last thing on my mind.  I’m getting back on the wagon.  This wagon is turbo charged with a hemi and does 0-60 in 2.5 seconds so hold on to your ass.  It’s going to be one hell of a ride.  I’m going low calorie and lots and lots of exercise.  Don’t worry I’m being safe.  This is my last chance… If I can’t do it now I never will. 

I still hate all the old people that eat at sizzler but I’ve learned not to hold it against them that they made me eat at taco bell.  I love taco bell.  It is officially off limits no matter what the case.  No more fast food at all.  I’m eating home made food or salad bar.  SALAD…..  YUCK….  This is going to be brutal..

I’m going to be posting a lot again so tell your friends and family to check it out.  I need some support.  Don’t be afraid to call me on my crap if I start slacking….  Hold me accountable…

Stay tuned….  I’m going to be telling all… Should make for some interesting reading… Special thanks to Steve for keeping on me to start posting again… Thanks…. A true friend.

Well this has been a bad week.  My diet went to hell and everything sucked.  I’m getting back on track tomorrow so don’t give up on me yet…

Well today was a lot better.  Tomorrow I’m going to go back to doing a post for each meal and talking more about dieting.  No more crazy diets though.  I’m sticking to my guns and going for the gold.  Stay tuned….

And the funk continues…. A coworker passed away an again I’m thrown into thoughts that do me no good.  I’m also thinking about my career choice.  Let’s see what tomorrow will bring.  Maybe some sun shine if I’m lucky…

Food Food food food…  It’s all I can think about.

I’m still in a funky mood today thus no real updates.  I’m hoping tomorrow is better.  I just can’t stop thinking about all the bad crap going on.  I know it’s going to get better but I hate waiting like this.  I wish everything could just magically be better.  I can’t remember the last time I had a happy ending.

Well today was the funeral for my friend so my head just isn’t into blogging today.  I will be back on track tomorrow.  This whole week was just bad.  Don’t give up on me yet.

Well… I lost it today.  I had no choice but to eat meat.  I tried so hard but in the end the craving for Taco Bell won.  I had every intention of having salad bar at Sizzlers but when we got there they had a line and I don’t do so well in lines.  I found myself driving by screaming at the elderly people waiting for there senior discount as I headed to the closest Taco Bell.  And on the way back with a volcano burrito in hand I’m sure they wondered why I was shaking it at them and yelling for them all to burn in hell.  Just prior to this I also had an episode at the local Carls Jr. When I realized the chili Fry’s also had meat in them.. This was not a good night.  Needless to say I have failed the week long veggie Diet.  Screw it..  I love meat and I will always love meat. 

Going to start working out again tomorrow.  I’m feeling a lot better.

Just a bad day in general.  Should have stayed in bed.